Oh Poke... Oh Poke...

Poke is having a little bit of a problem right now... See... There was a little bit of pus the day after getting poke and I figured it's coz the disc is pressing into the inside of my lip and cutting into it. So I stick it out 2 days to see if it goes away... I didn't see the pus but it sure felt pussy... So I thought I should change the stud to a ring... Coz a ring wouldn't be pressing into me and it'll have more freedom to swell... ya?

I call the Piercer and she told me she doesn't have a ring, but she can find me one... Just not immediately...

I couldn't wait... It's too uncomfortable... So I went to buy a ring and sms-ed her. She didn't reply so I went to the studio hoping to catch her there....

Sigh... She's not. So I went home and stared at the ring... And my Poke... Then I decided to take matters into my own hand...

I took the stud out and replaced it with a ring.

Everyone is horrified that I should dare to touch it myself and even dare to take it out... Well....
Desperate times calls for desperate measures....

Now it's still not getting any better... But at least now it's just a hoop flipping flopping from my lip... And not a painful cutting inside...

Still...

I realized that the Piercer didn't really teach me all I needed to know and be prepared for...

You see... I'm a strong believer that I should know ALLLL about the shit... Before it happens... I'm not an optimistic person. I'm cynical. Tell me that shit will happen and I'll accept it when it does.When it doesn't happen then I'll be like... "Oh! That's alright. Shit didn't happen! Ah Silly me... Worried for nothing."

But when I am not told that shit will happen. And it does... Boy am I one unhappy Danielle...

So yes... I did ask and I was told... "It'll be okay! Just don't eat what and what and call me if you have a problem!"

So I didn't eat the stuff I'm not supposed to... And I called her when I thought I had a problem and she either calls back 3 hours later when I'm lying in a pool of pus... Oozing to death... Or she disappears and ignores my text messages... Fine.

I should have done my net research earlier... Then I wouldn't be in distress... :(

Anyone thinking of getting a piercing done... Or already have one and it's not feeling okay...

Read this article . Plenty information that I went like... "OHHHhhhh... Yeahh.. I supposed we should have done that... Eh, Poke?"

So I'm going to see Biqithe's doctor with her tmr (leech off their consultation :D) and see if he can give me anything for Poke... Sigh...

I am not willing to give up on Poke yet.

And I hope y'all find that link useful and not have to be left in the dark like me...

:(

Ohkay! Got to sleep!

You No Likey? I Likey!

Mixed reactions on my lip piercing...

I shall name my piercing...

I shall name it... Poke...

Yes... Poke is a nice name...

Poke it shall be....

:D

So anyways... The grandma doesn't like Poke... As usual she is racist... :(

Think the family generally is not happy with Poke...

And some friends are as excited about Poke as I am... But some are not warming up to Poke that easily...

Oh wells...

Some dude told me...

"I think you need to really get a bf to ground you... So you don't go around making holes in your face..."

Jeez... And judging by what I am... How does having a guy would stop me from getting Poke a friend?

Any guy I go out with should accept Poke as much as he accepts me... Of course it'll be better if he like me better than he likes Poke tho....

Anyway...I got Poke to ground me somehow...
Sure now that we're new friends... We get excited about each other and all.... But later on we'll be comfortable and cohabiting on my face... And very grounded...

I don't think Poke will get a friend... I'm a bit possessive like that... What if Poke decides to abandon me for the new friend? Or I like the new friend better I decide to do away with Poke... That's just not fair...

Poke and I are happy now... A guy can come along and make friends with us... But if he wants us to choose... Like... "It's me or Poke!"

I'll tell him... "POke you man! What makes you think I'll abandon Poke for you?" (unless of course if it's the King of Bhutan... Then it's a different story... Jeez... That's a no brainer...)

ANyways Baybeats has been interesting... Will speak more of it in my next post...

As for now... The dream weaver is calling...

I need to find new accessories for Poke... The one it comes with isn't working out so swell... Well actually Poke is swelling a bit and it's cramping Poke's style...

*sighs*

Nasaan Ka Na

I DID IT!

Ouch....

There is a video... But not everyone can see it...
:P

It's swollen as hell now...

Looks like a piglet speared with a door knob....

Mojo Jojoe had the honour of watching it and Ren the first of friends to see it!

Muahhaha!

$45 bucks... Jeez...

For the very little action and emotion... Ren and Joe said it wasn't worth it.... AHhahah Could've just thrown in an Earth shattering WALL.E tearing apart scream....

Jeeezzz...

Anyways... I watch WALL.E!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's a meaningful movie... Y'all shud watch it.... Yes, I'm a girl with a lip stud and a soft spot for adorable robots....

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!

WALL.E is worth EVERY CENT of $8.50 I paid... I wanted to drag the cardboard standee home... AHhahaha

Ohh.... I'm so full of myself but this piercing is one very very special part mark of my 22 years of mundane living... Being afraid of this and that and another thing... Now I know... If I just act quick.. It will be done :)

This is also to remind me not to sell my soul for materials that might not even make me happy. This piercing is the kind of life I want to have and if I wanted to do something that doesn't allow it... That discriminates against it... I'm better off not doing it at all... :)

Alright... So much for Danielleosophy... :D

Thanks for the support Ren, for telling me I wont regret it.

:)

If one day I do I'll jsut hold it against you :P

Lip Still Intact

Not for too long...

Muahahahaha!

*screams of horror all round*

Anyways... It's so ironically contradicting that I am so emo now but my fave songs... Are sooo... Retardly happy stuff...

Like...

"Pajama! Pajama Party!" by Shupa Chunia (Super Junior in English)

and

"Encore" by Softhard....
Please YouTube both... I'm sick of loading vids here and having them expired when I wanna watch them again...

Okay... I'll give you the links

Encore: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLpt03fOeow

and

Pajama Party: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njkYfzxVY60

This pajama party is the funny version :D

I have a newest proudest camwhore photography conquest :D

http://detrimentald.deviantart.com/art/Lips-of-D-Anger-95858917

I am quite clever at shot compositions huh... :D

I have taken Snixtyxer advice and make friends with Senator Pichay.... He's into Stop Motion Animation!!!!!

*excite excite*

WALL.E!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay... WALL.E is not stop motion but... He could be! If those Pixar people aren't so darned lazy...

Okay... 3D might be more work or... I dunno... I guess you can't compare... Not really actually... if you achieve that texture on WALL.E with clay... It would be quite a feat.... I mean... Wallace and Gromit doesn't have much texture to it... But have you seen NEVERHOOD?

I've never seen Neverhood till today! It's awesome to a slight Street of Crocodile extent... Rough yes.... But... It's... RAW! HAHhaha

Really I think the Quay Brothers are geniuses.... Nobody will be beating them in my books...

Stop Motion is IT ya know! Nothing beats stop motion especially stop motion claymation!

*deliriously high*

Hmmm....

I can't wait till next week... When I can like... Bum more... Coz I'll prolly have less work...

I'm gonna start writing new scripts if Siren is still not moving forth... I think that "Just A While" can be made into an animation.... Or claymation... Awesomenest!

I have a script!

And it can be make such like a mock commercial...

*excite excite*

I'm getting that ALIVE feeling again! Which comes with music festivals and quitting of jobs and end of school terms...

Okay usually when school term ends I feel lost and alone... Then I feel alive... But... Never mind...

Ever read The Valley of Dolls? It scared the heck out of me when I read it a few years ago... Nope it's not supernatural scary... It was... Psychotic scary... It hit a sensitive spot and all...

Now it's back to haunt me... And it's real dolls this time... Not the fluffy cough syrup attempts...

Actually I don't mind going to India... I just mind the heat... But India's got like.. Winter right? But is the place still... Smelly (piss and poop) and dusty?

Ever watched Happy Dent commercials?

Amazing...

Why don't genius ads like those happen in Singapore? Coz it'll then be deemed racist? Then air it on Vasantham...

It's just like the Perodua "好热啊!好热啊!" commercial... Where a Chinese family pulls their sleeves up to flash their bling bling while pretending to complain about the heat... The Chinese who couldn't laugh at themselves complained that Perodua was insulting and bla bla bla... Well "Whateverrrr...." It's the truth... XP

So yeah... Happy Dent: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7TSlg3Jljk

Ermm... What do I do with life tmr?

Sigh

I guess some of you are way happy :(

I'm going to pierce my lip tmr...

Fudge!

So I walk in to the Sheraton and there's a queue like something out of ANTM...

They measure your height... And make you touch a tape on the wall... But I didn't touch the tape coz I turned around and put on my shoe before the girls said... "Hey, you're supposed to touch the tape... But nvm... You're tall enough..."

Then we go into a room and watch this brainwashing video...

Then they call you in a group and you walk to another room... Sit in front of two ladies...

The question for the day is "What do you think is good customer service?"

So everyone goes around telling their live stories and long opinions on Good Customer Service...

I decided I usually talk to much so I shud KISS... Keep It Short, Stupid... (Quoting Jim Ang)

I greet them and tell them my name...

Then I answered...

"It's being there whenever you are needed and sometimes knowing what is needed before being asked. It's not about people walking away overwhelmed with a OMG-THAT-WAS- WONDERFUL reaction. It should just be a small smile on their lip a small wow of comfortable content."

Insert some fidgeting and stammering...

I just can't perform for an audience....

Sigh...

I think I should stick to scriptwriting and forget acting...

We are then asked to wait outside... And after awhile... A girl emerges with a bunch of papers. She hands them to another girl... The girl comes over and say... "Follow me if I call out your name." She called out some names. "The rest of you, thank you for coming."

So I walked off....

Then this girl who is the most air stewardessy looking of the lot (the rest just look like College Grads and Ah Lians), an Indian girl who briefly spoke to me when I joined the queue, she's a stewardess with another airline looking for a change. She grabbed my hand as we walked past and I got a shock. (So drama right?) And she says, "You can try again. I think you can do it." She smiles and I tell her good luck and walked off.

Sighs...

Yeah... Y'all told me so. But who knows... Comes December... I will probably try again :D

Coz as for now... I got a script to write and more fun things to do.

Ermm....

I like to lie...

Especially to myself...

And strangers I think I will never meet again....

But I've never done the latter before...

Why?

I'm afraid to tell my fairy tales to strangers...

But I love telling tales to myself...

That's why I'm warped and adorable...

YEah... I keep telling myself that...

But that catches you right?!

ジュィアン！

Yes, sometimes I'm shy too...

I tell myself that all the time...

People tell me that too.

I guess they like lying as well...

Tomorrow will be my best day to do spontaneous storytelling in front of a big ass audience...

"Stay...."

Sigh...

What if I don't want to? What if all that matters is what I want?

Okay I'm Sober Now!

Geez...

I never knew I'd get the drunk high feeling without alcohol...

Anyways.... I'm sort of in control of my mind now...

I've realized I can't write and work at the same time... As in... Write while I do my day job... Coz... Writing is really a passion... When I write... All I think about is what I'm writing about... When I work I think about my story, when I eat I think about my story, when I talk to people... I'm still thinking about my story...

When I need to sleep... All that's in my head is my story and it won't let me sleep. I wake up at night thinking about the damned story... Or stories actually... Coz other than Siren... There are those unnamed ones spinning in my head waiting to be written... I say unnamed instead of untitled because... You don't give your babies or pets titles! Jeez...

You'd think my writing is superb right? By the way I describe my devotion for it? Well... Nobody is born a guitar god... Like nobody is born a writer... The best guitarist in the world plays the guitar night and day, think it, eat it, sleep it... That's how they become what they are... That's what great writers should go through too... Unfortunately Shakespeare spent more time spearing whores than writing... That's why we can't understand most of his works...

I want to quit my existing life and live as an artistic hobo writer. My ideal work place is under the London bridge with a comfy cardboard and woolly blanket, a sturdy type writer and some used paper...

But then I'll just get hauled away and deported....

Whenever someone tells me I have a bright future... Doing this... Doing that... It doesn't make me feel stronger or prouder of myself... It just makes me feel like.... "What's wrong with what I want to do?"

Then it all comes down to one thing... Money feeds you, money keeps you alive, money can buy you temporary happiness and sometimes money can do wonders...

So what do I want now? Money? Or to live my dreams?

You know what... I think money can make my dreams come true too... But money will take awhile to make things happen... Coz the money is going to take awhile to happen.

I wish I was genetically modified to be awesome!

Now the drugs do work

They still make me worst and I...

I can't feel my legs again....

Metaphorically laa....

Literally tho... I can't feel my brains.... I said I wanted it numbed.... Did expect this...

Lets not fight it anymore...

Cheers To the sunny honey cotton fluffed bunny...
I see stars and lollipops and earwax look like syrups drops.

Pretty huh?

I really am not controlling my mind anymore....

SIA calling.... I wish it was London calling....

Sigh...

And I Wonder Why I'm Sick...

Not the "Sick fuck" John says I am...

Like... Literally sneezing at the scent of ANYTHING...

I'm still awake now...
Damnit....

Watching Nidji, Ungu and Putra on YouTube...

Don't ask me why Putra...

Anugerah Band Fever...

Dec was saying today that I'm always going for the vocalist/frontman....

Not true! I say...

Coz I said I was at the Youth Park gig today for Snixtyx... Especially the frontman...

Whom I said I wanted to marry... But hey! There's May Lin in the question now.... Back off Danielle!

Anywaysss...

In Snixtyx I told him I do appreciate the guitarist and the drummer as well... But we came to a conclusion that... Said guitarist was vocalist/frontman of DeadEnd... Said drummer is vocalist/frontman of West Grand Boulevard.... How do I win this case?!?!?!??!!?

OH wells... Anyway Jolly good job Snixtyx tonight! Tho I can't heard much of anybody's mic... The new songs are kinda rocking good... Wouldn't say awesome coz if I say awesome everyone wud say... "That's a biased opinion!"

Well it's not... But never mind...

Three years hiding in your monsoon drain did you good boys.... Tho I still miss the old hits like Ball-less Freak and the Napok song... But hey... These new ones... Good angst... Good noise... I miss gigs like that... HAhaha And I'm glad I made a detour to Youth Park just to catch you guys... Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Anyway... One day Hannah and I should go sing K together... Just the two of us...

Guys just get in the way... HAhahahah

Ohh... I thought I was bloody original when I wanted to do the song "shout" by tears for fear in a rock version... Then I heard Ngak and the Ang Mo Pais and I got really gutted... Then I said... "NVM! I'll be doing the METAL VERSION!"

Then I YouTubed and found Disturbed's Shout 2000

Fudge Fudge and double chocolate Fudge.

:(

I, as usual, have alot to sayy... But not enough brain power to voice everything out at the mo...

I shall go KO now...

Ohhh.... I Ownz Tekken 4!!!

Well... Not yet... But Is Wills!@!@!@!@@!@!@

Wtf